No Fear: A Journey of Growth with Horses
At Clear Sky Retreat Center, I stepped into horse training with both curiosity and fear . I admitted that I didn’t understand horses and was afraid of them, and the group simply held space for my honesty. With guidance from Catherine Sensei, I began to see that fear doesn’t have to shape my life. Her teachings helped me recognize that with intention, we can train our minds and reduce suffering. A teaching from Qapel — “You must be willing to die, no matter what” — challenged me to face fear instead of letting it limit me. As I trained with the horses, something shifted. Acknowledging my fear loosened its grip, and I learned to communicate with the horses in a clearer, more grounded way. This change naturally spread into other areas of my life. Working with the horses became a mirror for my inner state, showing me where I held tension or calm. Through that reflection, I grew more aware, resilient, and open. Being witnessed in moments of vulnerability wasn’t always easy, yet i...